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Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Arrghh..harap tiada ku berputus asa...

As Salam...
Dear Readers...
Sorry... bukan tujuan memohon simpati...bercerita ini sekadar meredakan emosi sendiri... kerana ada ketika nya korang juga tiada mengerti apa yg sedang di deritakan... betui tak??!!!harapan yg satu.. agar hati ini tidak goyah n berputus asa dengan rahmat tuhan...atas ujian kesakitan ini.... tak tertanggung.. but kena tanggung juger... at least sakit ini hanyalah kecil berbanding ujian yg diturunkan ke atas nabi DAUD kan.....
mmmm...today..to make me happy n to make somebody envy.... i am wearing GREEN..from top you know......but i still look WHITE....but i am not the WHITE WHITCH!!!..if yes..long ago I already ada kadabra this pain...hahaha...
at this moment.. i try not to take pain killer anymore.. and it looks like tornado... twisting my belly...and flushing blood out from my uterus....
horrible like knife-cutting pain at the C-sar area...
May Allah give me strength to stand with this pain.....and you readers ...also give me some strength in my life...to take the challange of pregnancy or removing out the uterus.. the doc don't want to take any risk at this moment.. both got their own risk..50-50....and i do pasrah...what ever best for me....and the simple things to try is losing weight after stopping any medication (hormonal theraphy which resulting in weight gaining).. looks simple but hard for me..since I do need to watchup for any sign of low blood volume + low Hb or platelet duplicating...or reducing... look complicated haah?
don't worry ok... you can always see me happy thru my crafting made after this....promise you...i will always taking care of myself and then you all can see my crafting things..
got to go.. lot of things to settle in this office.. may you too in good health...